Very charmingly done, and I'm glad you're not romanticizing your sadness like every goth band in the 80s. A little grammar advice though: you're using apostrophes wrong. 's turns something into a contraction--it's is "it is" while its with no apostrophe is possessive, i.e. "its destruction was massive". I wouldn't correct you just to be a dick, but I feel like having better writing is helpful when making any kind of art.